Life & Times of a Little Monster

I am a terrible sleeper.

It’s true. I stay up too late and sleep in even later. My shift at work is 1-9:30, so it’s not like I really have to be up early in the morning. And sometimes (usually on weekends), I do this stupid thing where I don’t go to bed until the birds start their racket and the sun starts coming up.

But the hour before sunrise is a beautiful one. The grey light just feels so goddamn hopeful. I guess it feels like anything can happen, because the sun isn’t quite up yet, so the day hasn’t really started. I exist alone in a sleeping city and the sun isn’t even watching. I can do whatever I want and feel whatever I want and be whoever I want.

This hour makes me reminisce. I think about marching band practice and impromptu camping trips and waking up for just a moment to watch my sleeping lover. This hour makes me cry. I think of all the things I’ve lost and all the things I hope to find. This hour makes me ambitious. I think about changing the world.

I feel silly and young and lonely.

This is my favorite time of day, whether I meet it coming or going. But it’s almost over now.

It is time for me to sleep.

have you ever fallen in love with a song and put it on repeat for 8 days straight and literally bathed in it and memorized every word and breath and drum beat and guitar string and just married it because wow perfect and then overplayed it and got bored of it but still had a special place in your heart for it

because i have

(Source: hidddleston)

yourenotsylviaplath:

sentry-the-defiant:

I support straight normal marriage.

Dear Sentry - The - Defiant

I saw this post, and decided to go on your blog for more of your opinions on gay marriage. However, your blog didn’t contain a lot of opinions on gay people. What it did contain was this picture:

And this one:

And this one:

So my question to you would be, if you’re ok with these women getting it on camera so you can jerk off to it and think about how macho you are, why aren’t you ok with them getting married?

Sincerely, Yourenotsylviaplath